was completely to wake up

"Later don't carve these broken thing, what" in the west, habitat elysiun... Shadow sons, u-right our family generation schedule... "All hocus-pocus, dead write again luxuriant have what use? To live! Live!" Father is in son tantrums bouts of uncontrollable coughing, and once carried on the face, squatted down body.

YiJiPing don't know my father is how to put that heavy tombstone get PianFang. He found that monuments, such as face downward, with some YingZhiKe slope above is solid. YiJiPing education and set up shop money still is my father. Father is always in key when took out a small amount of money, YiJiPing also know what is father's money to save, how working around-the-clock to carve steles close-knit, so he especially cherish, from good to spend a portion.

From December braved light snow after come back, YiJiPing kept vomiting. Since mother died, as long as the mind a sad, he will vomit. Father look son vomit, out in a rash, and do nothing, only positives to do some delicious meals, to his son eat, then saw him spit out. Such repeated tossed a week, talent gradually relieved. Later, as YiJiPing hibernate general nest sleeping at home until the next march, YiJiPing was completely to wake up,

I will let you live

ChenXiaoRan eyes only spread across the narrow leg bedroom, over the next bottom can allow the pocket the washroom, said, my dear, and I will let you live a big house, have warm sunshine, toilets has greatly baths, that inside shaman roses.

ChenXiaoRan start efforts to conserve, desperately saving every penny he wore cheap white shirt, and its 10 dollars five pairs of socks, snack is 50 cents a pie, don't smoke, don't drink, don't go to roadside 100 pieces of a barbershop, his eyes limpid, expression unruffled through factory district, devotedly love maomao.

Until one day, his red eyes, hair disheveled, low head, for he said, my dear, we woolly this year buy a house is my sister, flower in the street when picking up waste by motorcycle crashed, unconscious, I have to take the money back to my sister cure, please forgive me.

There was also no money

Most let father disappointed, probably I didn't go to Harbin institute of technology and the self-propagation. For a very long period of time he doesn't speak, but ultimately is an open-minded person, also later told me: "since choosing, then do it."

Most let father proud, should be in 1993, I organising a game in urumqi rock concert, tang dynasty, woman cobra, wang yong... Pomp, created many "first". There was also no money, also do not have what relation, so run for three months, completed. That year my 22 years old, clearly remember, my father also came to see. In the end I was busy with work, father tells everyone said returned first. I say: ah, know. Father hands, I stumbled briefly. It was the first time we shook hands like adults, unforgettable.

Most lets my regret, is in Beijing, I have a home for their family, parents come to see me, when wanting to father said: "we didn't want anything rode back to xinjiang well." Sometimes I will promise, send them to the station, the car many people. Think of two old men want to sit three days, I regret it, said next time or by plane. Back for two weeks, my father died. I never have a chance to. Later when I get home I bought a ticket, hand in his breast pocket, father is my fault to make up for it.